Thanks guys

What you've all said makes a lot of sense and has given me a lot to think about. I really appreciate the support, though I'm a bit embarassed about my earlier outburst. I know it must be a pain in the ass to only hear me complain all of the time and I'm sorry. Anyway, I'm at a bit of a loss for words, but I wanted you to know that it means a lot to me to read all of your blogs. Thanks. You've all got so much to say and such good advice, I hope that my reply doesn't seem too short. Whatever I decide or try to do in the future, I think I'm very lucky to have good friends like you guys.

M