I would marry cash-call if they approved me, but they said "Nah, stupid!"  Fuckin' Arnold is full of shit.
Yeah, luckily I'm lookin at 60 hour weeks through December (...yay...) so I should be able to recover quite a bit, but I'm just pretty scared about the meantime.  FUCK MONEY, OH MY GOD.  Nothing more stressfull (maybe AIDS and Babys *shrug*).
Bah.  Thanks for the kind words though.